hurt,,,anger,,,sadness,,,

All three of them very powerful, prevailing waves each on its own,,,and yet together they seem like an untamed hurricane, ready to strike, to flood to drown,,,to expode into millions of shatters, taking along with them everything hidden in our souls.
How many times have we been so angry, that we coudnt speak couldnt breathe, when it actually felt like we were going to suffocate under the pressure of not exploding?
How many times have been so hurt or so sad that it seemed to us like our chests and bodies hurt and ached physically, how many times have we felt so weak, so drained that we could barely walk or stand or move?Was it a heartbreak?A death of a beloved?The loss of a friendship?Of a home?Plenty of occasions and numerous opportunities,,,
and how many times have we actually felt all three of them together?How many times have you felt so angry that you could actually scream in the middle of an overcrowded place, how many times have you been so hurt and angry at the time that you just coudnt keep quiet, that you had to justify, to talk to defend, to shout and scream from the top of your loungs all the while feeling so hurt and so sad, so unfairly done by, that you just couldnt see or breathe, that tears were just streaming down your face and you didnt understand where they came from because you knew that your anger should be leaving you incapable of crying?
How many times have you just thought and screamed and argued and cried for hours without feeling any relieve without feeling the pain getting less or the anger fading away,,,when you have been robbed out of sleep, and just lay down there thinking wanting to pick up the phone and continue screaming more and more, how many times have you just wept and wept, without feeling any understanding, without feeling any allevation or any justice being brought to your case??And how many times did you just supress it all inside you pretending it was not there that a part of it was deflated,,, that you were okay, waking up in the morning, smiling and telling yourself, that you shouldnt have felt what you had felt, and that nothing was worth it anyway....only to feel it all bottled up inside you waiting for another opportunity to explode in tears and words,,,wondering where so much anger and sadness could possibly come from and whether or not and how and if someday it would go away,,,,and if yes then where to?where would so much hurt possible be send to???was there any place in this world that could take so much anger so much hurt so mcuh sadness at the same time??